I have not been posting.
Sometimes one needs to sit back and think, re-asses, get back to the root, the soul of one’s self. I don’t write for the sake of writing, but write to air my thoughts, and think. I had stopped thinking, I was just reacting, had fallen into an ‘auto-pilot’ mode.
Princess wants me to post. Dear sis, it warms my heart that you are asking about me. Leornado too. I am fine.
That has been the problem. My many un-friends bitterness had kind of touched my soul. A war that has no end, ever in the need to self justify. It takes a toll.
If I want, there may never be a time to rest and asses. I mean, I can fight on, ad infinitum, till death takes me away. There will always be people who are horrified by my sexuality.
So, if I get to the point of wearing out in the fight, I have to remember that the war is not everything.
There are some beautiful things out there which have to be seen.
Thanks Ugandan girl, for your defence of me.
And thanks, all friends out there, who have missed me, and are wondering what is happening.
I am fine, and I hope to continue posting. Life is beautiful.